About Me

Hi everybody, my name is Muhammad Edris M. Masorong III. I am quite new in SFI. I started on July 11,2013. Unfortunately, our electric bill was high reaching half a million philippine pesos plus. We therefore lost our electric power due to disconnection. I really like SFI, in fact, I love it! Actually, my first registration on SFI dates back when I had a sever panic disorder, which really did some damage in my life. I lost some friends, a felt that some of the family members hate me, and I was completely hopeless. I was in bed for almost 1 year and 3 months. 3 days before my mother's birthday, I rose up, and checked the internet for a solution to my problem. It was then that my mother went down from upstairs, and saw me out of the bed and she was surprised, then even if my mind was telling me that there is no more hope, and I must go to bed again because I wasted so many years lying there, my mother insisted that no more, and she was angry that time. I forced to do things, but I never gave up. I greeted her happy birthday, and told her that she is the best mom in the whole world. To tell you the truth, even my own parents got panic disorder while I had one too. That made the situation a lot worse. Everyday, I was experiencing setbacks, but I kept pushing and believing that I will make it, and so will my parents. It was the most devastating experience in my whole life. Three of us have a hard time going out, and all of us kids have to stop studying because we had ran out of money, and my parents can't work well. My parents frequently fight, and it was a madhouse in our home every single day.

One time, I was collecting some garbage or junk from the corners of our house, and I was selling them to buy me some candies and cigarettes and soft drinks. I went about like that for a couple of nights, and my parents knew it. They told me to sell it one night with my father, and we had a fight because he didn't want to sell it at the junk shop we went to because there was another junk shop that sells in the right prices, and won't cheat you. I was impatient, and was shouting at him in the car up to the house when we went back. I felt so very sad and my heart was full of grief and sorrow, as well as hate in the whole world, myself, and life. I can't take it anymore! I asked help from God, and prayed, even if I felt lazy, and I was having doubts like, "So what if I pray to God, nothing will happen next!" I still prayed, and I continued that, consistently, and I built up my faith. I got our Holy Quran downstairs, and read it. I  then felt a sudden relief, and some weight in my heart had went away. Contentment, even for just a little while, knowing that there is God, the most beneficent, the most merciful.

I was a little bit a bad person back then, and was foolish. Not very, but I shouted at my parents or I fight with them sometimes. They always fight back then, and it was like that since we were young, and most of us are already annoyed by the frequent fights of theirs. I even shouted at God one time at my mom, and told him the most fouled expression that he is A son of a *****!!! Mostly, I fought my father those times. Now, I love him. I love them both. I love my family, and my life. Even if right now, I have some few problems, but I tell my self that when there are downs and everything seems to be dark in front of you, always look at the bright side, have faith, and trust God that he will take care of everything.

Albert Einstein once quoted, "In the middle of every difficulty, lies opportunity."

What happened in my life back then had given me the opportunity to be close to God, and to know him really well. He had given me a normal life back, and my parents were cured after I fought to regain my normal self again, then my father, then my mother. I never gave up the hope I felt inside that even if that tiny bit of hope that lingered there that everything will come back to normal again, if I just keep on believing, I will achieve it, and God is good, he helped us conquer our condition.

I was doing SFI when I had panic attacks, and I felt SFI is really a real deal and legitimate program, unlike other programs out there. My first venture into the world of making money is through PTCs, when I got my first panic attack experience, in which I eventually recovered, and went to study again. I used that experience too on my last panic experience and told my self that if I had recovered before, then I can still do it again.

I want to thank my sponsor that time Brent Hartman, who was very helpful and I will remember him for that. I hope you are doing fine and God Bless you and your family. I am sorry I quit SFI when I was your down line. I was one of his movers, but I was searching for a faster way and was also an illegitimate black hat method of making money online which requires creating fake Facebook profiles. I created almost I think 50 profiles just because I get some ban from the previous account I created due to continues adding of friends and I lacked sleep just doing that. With SFI, it's totally different. That is one lesson that taught me that illegal work will lead you bad results in the end.

So, that's quite my story on how I knew about SFI. A consistent search for a way to make my life better again and to help my family.

Even if those past experiences were really painful, I consider those times special memories in which despite the tragedy, it has turned me into a new person that has more spiritual belief. It was a blessing in disguise.

To know God, and to be aware by his majesty, I praise him everyday, is the best thing in my life.

SFI is a god-sent program. The SFI 3-day plan Video mottos are well acquainted with my life:

"Have faith" in God Almighty(S.W.T.)
"Follow the path"(My religion, I follow it which is Islam)
"Don't ever give up!"(Patience, my unyielding attitude!!! This also helped me to tackle obstacles in life!!!)

Allahuakbur!(God is the greatest!)

P.S. I forgot to tell you that our "cat" also had panic disorder. Through God's grace, he is now back to normal, and with 2 new cats in the house, which he is family with(not from the same mother), he is now not a lonely cat.